Sunday, 5 April 2009

Shan(five)-'Insha'Allah'

I can be ok if I find him one day soon
I know I'll see him and will not feel
Mentally confined and manically disguising it with a crimson tag falsely labelled 'fondness'
I will not feel any hyper-euphoric jolts and pangs in my stomach
The ones that confirm dowry discussions that will soon take place
I wont miss the thoughtout impending maternal bliss had we married,combined our DNA and reproduced-
Our '6' unborn children and the alphabetic ghosts that carry the names we chose at 3am
Filsan, Degan, and Warsan.
Sharmarke, Samater and Rooble.
Wont haunt me

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