Thursday 30 April 2009

Sodon (Thirty)-'For De la'

Hooyo was nursing Ali
1990
I was probably wearing
That purple tutu dress
That I loved so much
Cornershop watergun in hand
When 'Me, myself and I'
Came on
Ransacking that sturdy tv
Had me transfixed
Plug one's necklace
Classroom colours
Afro-Amerikana
It was all love
Shaking and grooving
Hooyo said I nearly passed out
I still dance too hard

Fast forward 18 and a half years
Oodles of O's later
2009 is the 20th Anniversary
Of '3 ft hi..'
Tell Plug one to bring the cake
Plug two can ice it truthfully
Plug three bring the vinyls
They are:
De la soul
Whose passion and fans
See past the fame
Which other hip hop group
Can say the same?


Last day of the 'Poetry month' challenge.

Ok so the only way I can end this is on a crescendo.
I will write about my past/present/future musical heroes De La Soul. Anyone who has known me since age 4 or been to my bedroom knows how much they mean to me.

So *flexes fingers* I will be back!




Someone please tell me why MTV cancelled this?

I miss this show so much. I used to have a crush on Wordsworth- it's easy to see why!




Sagaal iyo labataan (twenty nine)-'10:34 am'

+252******** called
This morn
My voicemail got there
'Fore I did
It still sliced my slumber
Interrupting a beautiful dream
Where I was in love with another
Subhan'Allah
I'm sure he knows
That I dont dream
Of his broad shoulders
Anymore

Tuesday 28 April 2009

Weekly 'Later....with Jools Holland' clip

One new artist I'm axcited about is Little Boots. Enjoy.

I'm currently reading




So far I'm enjoying it. Will be interesting to see my final thoughts when I finish it because of all the past furore of how the author is racist (the S.African govt denounced the novel).
It's a tough one because Coetzee is a white S.African writer- so writing about a racist character will unnerve people.
Three Qs I need to keep in mind:
-To what extent is the character's sentiments made up?
-How much of it is based on Coetzee's real views?
-Is he purposefully fuelling racist white sentiments/fears about savage-like black stereotypes?

Hmmm. We'll see.

I hope to bloom like that one day. Insha'Allah

Beautiful song. God bless Travis.

Siddeed iyo labataan (twenty eight)-'Kibirlow'

[Being spoiled (kibir) by their Mothers and lack of discipline is the main problem and the main destructor of alot of young Somali males. Their Mother's smother them with everything but 'no']



Mothers to Sons
Each gilded plate
Food served still warm
On hand and foot
Eyes watch him
Searching his face for a sign of
Approval
A second later
Walls are coloured with cuisine murals

When he gets older
He will kill his marriage
Stomping stubborness on laminated floors
Children quaking under stairs
And then
He will lose his mind
Either
In between other women's legs
Spelling defiance with his tongue
Or behind bars
The guy with the Mother
With the small feet and hands
Who comes every Friday
Without fail
And he talks
Spitting angry audacity onto her face
Like he was the one who gave life to her

Todoba iyo labataan (Twenty seven)- 'For Gil'

Your music set your people free
I heard of one jailed innocent Mother
Whose steel bars became your guitar strings
You strummed
Turned your tuning keys
So she could escape
Whilst prison officers
In the next room
Cried and swayed
Watching your concert
On tv



The bridge of your guitar
Connects them all
In Sao Paulo
The people of the Favelas
Sing so hard
That when they exhale
Strong breaths
Turn their tin roofs
Into earthen clay
Like the ones
That cover your Mother's old house
In Salvador


The wood varnish for your guitar
Is smeared on my windows
So even on gloomy days
Gap toothed burnt orange rays
Via Rio
Are smiling in
I look forward
To waking up each morning


Somewhere dark and beautiful
Like your soundhole
I want to learn Portugese
Or you could learn Somali
So we could have conversations
Free of any pretense
I would clasp your hand
And you would play justice into my fingers
And our people would love that
I'm sure



Sunday 26 April 2009

Lix iyo labataan (twenty six)-'Trust'

The ex wouldn't leave
The ocean on the sides
And underneath his tongue
I felt he let her swim
In the deep end

When we dined at the Fish market
The grilled seabass with the mouth ajar
On my plate staring back at me
Was her

I spoke with my beautiful Ebony once
Who told me her boyfriend
Knew tech things and such
Tracing
Decrypting passwords
"Hack him, you know?"

I remember
Straight after
Hannah's Mum,
Miss Gorbutt
Came and spoke to me
She warned me
That if I looked
Of unsettling things I would find
Pandora-esque
Atlantic eels in your bed type
That my innocence
Would not be able to comprehend
"Leave your trust in God"


Soon after he showed his true colours
I didn't have to dig anywhere
He shunned honesty
and in exchange
Trust paddled with me in the shore

Shan iyo labataan (twenty five)-'Lets'

Darling
Leave the milk to spoil
Food on the stove to burn
Bills to flood over doormat
Aunt to knock
Neighbours to wonder

Lets just love,
Please

Afar iyo labataan (Twenty four)- 'Yessir'

3 blackfaced Minstrels laugh
In a corner
Producing
Tears that run through ears
Mixing in with wax
Dripping over
Thin caucasian lips with
Over-exaggeratedly applied rouge
Making tap shoes
Something a
Sticky-sticky
I wish I was there to tell them
The joke was on them

Jake One

First heard about this amazing Producer on the 'rock co.kane flow' song off De La's 'The grind date' feat DOOM who is also on Jake One's latest album offering 'White Van music'. I was surprised to find a instrumental CD in there and I also loved the way he explained how each song came about and his relationship with each MC in the album booklet.Buy the album!


Saturday 25 April 2009

Sedex iyo labataan (Twenty three)-'Backbone'

"Narrated Abu Huraira: The Prophet SWS said: "…Everything of a human body will waste away' perish or decay except the last coccyx (back) bone (Al-ajb, Arab.) and from that bone Allah will reconstruct the whole body" (On the day of Judgement)


'Backbone'


These women
They see
Concaved shaped shores
That strike bullets from seashells
Narrowly missing their men and
Piercing their supple skin instead
Scars that leave a map of Babylon
Lining their backs and thighs
Leaving them with a limp
When they walk
Creating trails of irregular footprints
Footpaths a smudged grey colour
Like the elephant they take solace under
Ivory tusks that drip with the women's marrowbone
And worn off indho-kohl
These women with
Perspirating backs that carry gaunt shadows for babies
Picking up backbones to bury
Rwanda’s sacrum
Sudan’s vertabrae
Congo’s spinal discs
Somalia’s tailbone

These women never ask:
Who will bury theirs?

Labo iyo labataan (twenty two)-'Mogadishu/New York'

He sits like this,
Rarely saying much into the phone
He remembers he comforted her in her sleep once
To numb the pain when her Mother left
Despite being thousands of lights and languages away
Galvanised gunmetal and magenta hued thoughts
Like misty Mumbai skies before the Monsoon
That lowered above their heads
and left precipitation in her eyes and thunder in his head.


A frayed and weathered Xadraawi paperback lays atop his black and white humming tv set
He picks at the chipping door's paint with his eyes
A old Italian colonial building burns a block down
The flames let off a selfish stench
The smoke seeps through his window carefully avoiding the window pane
Unwavered he takes in a polluted breath that reaches his regal toes


He tells her he remembers things after the age of 6
His Uncle's painting of the hanging gardens of Babylon
How he wishes he could go there and pick only the richest of fruits for her
The civil breaking out and the urgance in everybody’s feet
When he realised he would never leave
How his Father passed on his 5th birthday
He swears to Seylac and back that,
When Aabo died the innermost part of Hooyo's diety left with him
He remembers seeing Sulfa perform with his older sister
They danced on Lido beach with the Moon
Until the Sun waltzed it around
The multitudinous scents on Friday at Madrassa school
The way his teeth sunk into cool watermelon on Bakara market
Then being wrapped up warm by the Adhan's call to Prayers


But furthermore he wants to know,
where she, the one with ankles scented with uunsi
protected with gold and turq jewelled anklet
Father's dedicated Daughter
Skin the shade of soaked Tunisian almond skins
Has been all his life?


She sits like this
Hand dutifully holding acrylic phone
Despite being hundreds of oceanic movements and mainland interferences away
She held him in her arms once
Whilst he was unconscious
On Xamar weyne streets
Cradling him when his body tried to battle the invading bullet
Hot sweltering heat
Blood red like a Buffalo's open carcass on famished plains



A leaky tap and lyricist lounge CD give beat to her backdrop
She gives him unsaid vows sent from her 7th Great Aunt
The one who died before she got a copper chance
To say what she felt to her beloved
She plays with her Father's swiss pocket knife
Until her sore hands resemble the casing in colour
Vaseline leisurely added to her pinky finger
She smoothes prodigy twice to her lips
A wind breaks and momentarily flirts with her wallhung blue and white flag
For 18 years now
Its been violated
Pulled to and fro
Threads woven in with worthless tribal names
Those that when pronounced twist your tongue into snakes


She tells him
She remembers things after the age of 4
The sweaty forehead of the air steward when they landed in JFK
Trying and failing in trying to count lightbulbs on times squares
Mismatched clothing and dialogue on her milky refugee tongue
Where she was when she first heard the Fugees on the radio
Homeless Cherokee figures with leather-like skin
White collars chasing dollars
Big bird's canary yellow
Seeing J Dilla live at the bluenote in NYC
Profane Brownstone faces and busy stoops at summertime
The way her classmates eyebrows knitted
When she told them she was from SOO-MAA-LI-YA


She wants to know
Where he, the one with the softly blemished skin that maps out Byzantine
Who wears the clinically white racerback vests that contrast with his beautiful tanned melanin
He with the hair twisted from civil war struggle
Brother protector of her homeland dreams
has been all her life?

Kow iyo labataan (Twenty one)- 'Weli baa'

This poem is about my cousin's Grandmother.




I remember one time not too long ago
She caught her reflection in a mirror
The way she lifted her delicate hands to her face
Heavily
Like they were each carrying a slaughtered camel
She didn't recognise the sullen and aged face staring back at her
In that white bathroom
Alzheimers held her hostage


Grey plaque covers braincells
Thunderclouds lined with mental fatique hover
This startles me
Because when she was growing up in Bandabeyla
Skies were always clear for her
So clear that it reflected
Promises of 7 children
Her dancing crops and how they gave lazy salutations to the sun
Conversations with her plump neighbour under the shade of the qudhac tree
Dowry comprised of livestock that spoke tales of cushitic galaxies
The same starry eyes that once loved him so much
Now look frustrated and at times empty


A couple of years ago my cousins and I packed our suitcases
To holiday in D.C
She cried and asked why they were leaving her
Bittersweet Mogadishu’s pain still jolts through her
She used to wonder what happened to her son
How he kissed his wife and newborn baby
And left to pray one day and never came back
She hoped they showed him mercy
I really hope they showed him mercy


One thing that touches us all so much is
The way her eyes shift when she cant find her tusbah
Or how she continuously wants to pray
So she never misses any of her salat
Even as the disease progresses
Remembrance of Allah is forever imprinted
And comforts her dementia stricken brain

Poetic expressions @ SOAS

Well the charity event at The School of Oriental and African studies last night went well alhamdulilah. I wasn't so nervous but I had great friends and family there spurring me on :)
I'm going to post the three poems I wrote/read out.

Tuesday 21 April 2009

Weekly 'Later....with Jools Holland' clip

This week is Mexican duo Rodrigo y Gabriela. My little brother Warsame has been getting me into Central and South American musicians lately- namely classical guitar based. So this one is dedicated to him.

No poetry month challenge hiatus here son

Insha'Allah I'm performing 3 poems this Friday for a friend of a friend's charity event.
So I had to write 2 new poems and completely switched up an old one - I haven't quit the task for those wondering what happened. Just cant post them up to ruin it for those who are coming. I will post them all after the performance on Friday Insha'Allah.

Come to the show if you're free :)


Labataan (twenty)-'Samater'

For the baby of the family, My 16 yr brother.


I remember it all as sharp and metallic as
The gold tip of Aabo's favourite fountain pen
Me; Maryan/Mimi/Mai
Aged 6 and two butterflies
3 brothers
No sister to share
Strawberry jam laughs and
Peanut butter tears with
I prayed each night to Allah
To not let Hooyo's bump be another brutish brother

You arrived early
3 months and a twig prematurely
Ambulance siren tried to reassure me you'd live
I didn't believe his shrill pleas
Because Hooyo left traces of your tears all over her bed
I prayed to Allah again
Like the key to a gramophone
I tried to rewind all notes and words said
A sister wasn't and never will be worth it
If you returned to Hooyo,Aabo and all of us dead

Sunday 19 April 2009

Sagaal iyo toban(Nineteen)-'Dwellings'

Aborted indian baby girls
No longer line wombs
But bottomless water wells
Bloody amniotic fluid for celebratory wine
Placenta for wedding veil

Day 19 of the Poetry month challenge and...

.....it's all gone by so quick.
I'm halfway through Poem 19.
Will post later tonight Insha'Allah.

Hope everybody will join in for the remaining few days if you didn't manage to do all poems.
Blogs of amazing poets that I follow daily are Amir Sulaiman & Warsan Shire .
Both are in my link list & following list. Check them out.

Blackthought for breakfast

Most of my family were asleep this morning so I watched one of my favourite films for the trillionth time- 'Brooklyn Babylon'.
Blackthought is a quietly amazing actor. I wish he would do more films.




Siddeed iyo toban (Eighteen)- 'Babylon'

I'm a day behind btw.

This is about the two lovers in 'Brooklyn Babylon'.

On the beach
Sara and Solomon
Sit on the sand
And wonder how
The sky and the sea
Are two different hues
But publicly make love
Each evening
One flirting with the hem of other's skirt
Leaving it's onlookers to smile
Stirring up no prejudice
Free from burden

Burden
Like the one she
Jewish daughter
Feels
When local Synagogue speak Hebrew knives
That lash at her Grandmother's deathbed
Everytime she weaves her fingers through his dreadlocks

Burden
Like the one he
Rastafari son
Feels
When he hears lions growl
Along the streets of his black urban Kingdom
As he lovingly
Plants his seed in her
For Zion

Sundays aren't so dreary.

1995
My old house in Hanworth.
Brandy ' I wanna be down' remix feat MC Lyte, Yoyo, Queen Latifah.
Remember when Cable was the shit?

Q.Latifah's was and still is my fav part.
For all of you that dont know. Female MCs didn't start and die with Lil' Kim.

Saturday 18 April 2009

Give thanks

I'm not feeling so well today. Had work at 5am but home now.
Alhamdulilah- I give all thanks to Allah SWT.
Get your priorities straight people! :-)

Friday 17 April 2009

Briana Latrise

I like her work.
She's a funny girl too.


Rapper and style muse Curtains


My homie Thurzday- one half of rap duo U-N-I


Concrete slumber



You can find her on her blog 'Project rehab'. She's also on Fbook and Twitter. Show her some love.

Todoba iyo toban (seventeen of poetry month)- 'Badu'

Back in 97
You defiantly plucked out the worst of my young insecurities
Blew sweet breath
Serenading the sombre khaki coloured weed
Until it turned into a bold scarlet amaryllis
You then tucked it into the crease of your headwrap
Steadying the bleariness of Winter's demise
That birthmark between your eyes released Spring

I never got a chance to say,
Thank you

Since I'm on a Badu tip today...

'

Thursday 16 April 2009

Lix iyo toban (Sixteen)- 'Messiah'

He isn't it-

He wont kiss your swollen belly and gently trace the stretchmarks with his eyelashes

He wont run with you out of the fire escape and help you find your junkie brother in Byzantine just off Crenshaw

He doesn't lift an eyelid when you have to take nameless men into your bedroom for foodstamps

He doesn't dream thirsty past his corner




You know that,

He would kill you in a hot Arizona minute

For his red paisley bandana

Yet you still kiss his 3 tattoed teardrops

Everytime you make love

Since I'm on a Cali tip today....

Dont act like you didn't look at your older cousins bustin' the Karl Kani threads and you weren't jealous.
Your Mum dressed you up in a sailor suit dress and frilly socks.

He was so beautiful.

Wednesday 15 April 2009

Shan iyo toban (Fifteen)-'Post-it'

Please,
Bring my smile
The one I left next to the breakfast juice this morning
Bring a bouquet of my favourite flowers
Burnt orange lilies
Bring me something I haven't read
Steinbeck, Angelou and Okri are gathering dust
Bring me a old CD that still smells of childhood
My brother broke some of the ones I had
Bring me airtight love and a tin of condensed milk
To make sure he never leaves

Tuesday 14 April 2009

Afar iyo toban (Fourteen)-'1920'

This poem is based on the famine in the Soviet Union in the early 1920s.


Some chose to feel less guilty
So they feasted on those that were already dead
Ears, eyes, fingers and toes
No inch of body left to bury

Some had to kill
Neighbours leaving beartrap for elderly widow next door
Parents choosing smallest child first
Husband gnawing at wife's pale lifeless breasts

Had the same happened to you
You say you'd rather die of starvation
But would you?

2 Flaco posts in a week....

...and I aint even a diehard 'Yo I got a signed copy of universal magnetic' fan. Anywhoo got this in my myspace bulletins when I logged in. Looking forward to the release of his new album- 'The Ecstatic'.

Myspace embed isn't working so youtube'll do.


Pieter Hugo

I think what I find most intriguing about Pieter Hugo is that he's white.




Weekly 'Later....with Jools Holland' clip

This week's performance clip is D'angelo-dedicated to Warsan Shire .I know how much she loves this dude.
Peep his Ex/Baby Mama/Songstress Angie Stone singing background vocals.


Monday 13 April 2009

Sedex iyo toban (Thirteen)-'Patch'

What it is about these critically acclaimed Emcees
Their Hennessy induced rantings
Preaching about
Malcolm X
Flatbush ave wrapped up in Kinte cloth
Respecting their women's wombs
Declaring Jihad on their watermelon patch
When they cant even remember the names of their seeds?

Oh Flaco...

Now hold up a second Dante, this better not be the million you're putting forward for Warsan Shire 's dowry.

I dont think you're gonna lose- no worries

*laughs nervously*


Sunday 12 April 2009

Labo iyo toban (Twelve)-'Gingham'

Massa
I twist my hair like the rope you used to whip me with
A constant reminder that stretches from my head
All the way down to my feet
That spread and suck in as much liberty from this land of the free

Massa
My love kisses my mangled skin
To make the scars resemble lake Niger
The small of my back sings songs of Anansi
My 'unnatural' bottom sways like the palm trees you took me from
My 'ugly' nose glistens with knowledge
Life grows in places of me that would make you tremble with rage

Massa
Aint no gingham here

Saturday 11 April 2009

Kow iyo toban (Eleven)- 'Trotsky'

Leon,

Their hearts must of been colder then Siberian climes
When they lodged that icepick axe into your beautiful brain
I read Tolstoy to you by your hospital bedside
Whilst your body held on
For a day
Before Stalin got his wish

You told me how
Bolshevik 'comrades' crushed your glasses
You wanted me to have them
So I could push out the lenses and mould a heart out of the bridge
I would place it just under my bosom
To help Nina sleep soundly
I wish you could see how
St Petersburg still cries for you

Friday 10 April 2009

Toban (ten)- 'Under the bridge'

Under the bridge
You will find him there
Mouth pressed into shoulder pressed into scar
Where he feebly tried to cut out
Tattoo of wife's name
But he still finds her scent there

She told him to come to bed early that night
But gin and tonic held broken bottles to his temple
Itallics and green glass solicited from stained windows of the pub
The hostess had a tongue sharper then the darts held in working class callouses
Darts that chase bullseyes and discriminate against black numbers

His hair is the colour of ash
Smouldering ash like the same that he returned home to find
The wayward cigarette
That created a flaming inferno
Flames that whipped his wife and child into oblivion

Under the bridge you will find him there
Tears that flood canal
Brown paper bags for pillow
Copper urn for wife and child

Thursday 9 April 2009

When remixes are better.

Is it bad to say that I've always kinda preferred the remix over the original? It does something to me. A bit of the bad lieutenant aka Blackthought makes it all divine. Now listen- I aint trying to say I dislike the original, far from.

For Warsan Shire Darling genius Masha'Allah- I know you appreciate.

'ilma Abti' In Somali meaning 'from my Mother's side'

These women hail from the Ethiopian occupied Somali region of Ogadenia- where my Maternal Grandmother (Allah SWT have mercy on her soul) hailed from. They took up arms and fought for their liberty, land and freedom back in the seventies in the war.

I tap this picture on my wall with my pinky everynight somehow hoping a piece of their bravery will rest on my pillow and enter my body during my slumber.

You really cannot mess with Somali women.



Sagaal (Nine)-'Wallflower'

Tell me what it takes
To get your back straight up
Against that damp infested wall
The same wall with grotesque spots that show off
A vulgar confidence you wished you posessed

When you want to speak
Why do you buckle under
Like babylon crumbling
Palms and soles sweat oceans of silence

And how about that Autumn night
Before he married your sister
His eyes the shade of crisp pine tree leaves
When you could swear he looked at you like he knew
And you didn't tell him,
That you love him

Wednesday 8 April 2009

Siddeed (Eight)- 'Tariq Zanzibar'

This is for Abdullah Pope.

With your lens
You wish you could capture
The way sunrise aches after night's demise
Subhan'Allah
Burnt Orange skies that leave flames
Better suited for pandora

In ambient light
You pray fajr
Humbly devout
You softly hum du'ahs over lips
Curved like an illuminated bulb
Turq beads
Istarfullah said all over D.C skylines
Each one greets your thumb and index with
A gentle humility that will leave behind-

Traces of brotherhood
Appreciation and success
Perpetual love on Zanzibar shores
The joy of three daughters


Insha'Allah all this and more and more and more.

Liberty in London

Innocent man minding his business. The police are wild.


Tuesday 7 April 2009

Todoba(seven)-'Damage'

She has found a new gentle love
But the first's wretched imprint is still there
He used to beat and rape her so bad that
Gunpowdered lesions and placid scars remains
Everytime she reaches the end of her first trimester
The only thing her knotted womb knows how to do
By automatic reflex,
Is suppress and suffocate any gilded life that attempts to grow there
To let the cluster of cells painfully leave her body
For fear it may produce anything that resembles him
Even long after he has gone

Weekly 'Later ....with Jools Holland' clip.

Jools Holland always reminds me of my Father. He used to sit on his fadhi carbeyd-I would sit on the sofa alongside my lil brother Warsame and we would watch Lionel Richie, The Fugees, Catatonia, Oasis and many others. I still try to watch it when I can and have recently been introduced to many new-ish musicians like VV Brown, Little Boots ,TV on the radio ect. Warsame stills watches it every week without fail.
Some ask where my musical tastes derive from. It would be a complete lie if I gave an answer that didn't entirely feature my Father.

So I will post a 'Later....' clip every Tuesday Insha'Allah.



Herbie smacks the keys out of Holland in this-Lol.

Monday 6 April 2009

Lix(six)-'Engineer's screw(driver)'

281 bus route
Driver number 'xxx'
Creases in his face that want to tell me of:
Magna caume laude
Street vendors in Ramadan
Freshly ironed and starched Versace
Two wives
Basra skylines
His mistress's moan
Forest green painted veranda
Flourishing date palm trees crippling under weight
Gold framed saucers
Mother's plump neck
National grids

He was once Iraqi elite


I touch in my oyster card
We exchange looks

I know akhi,
I know.

Freedom for Forte feels good




poly sci past. Man I love(d) him



Sunday 5 April 2009

Shan(five)-'Insha'Allah'

I can be ok if I find him one day soon
I know I'll see him and will not feel
Mentally confined and manically disguising it with a crimson tag falsely labelled 'fondness'
I will not feel any hyper-euphoric jolts and pangs in my stomach
The ones that confirm dowry discussions that will soon take place
I wont miss the thoughtout impending maternal bliss had we married,combined our DNA and reproduced-
Our '6' unborn children and the alphabetic ghosts that carry the names we chose at 3am
Filsan, Degan, and Warsan.
Sharmarke, Samater and Rooble.
Wont haunt me

Afar(four)- 'Mida kale'

Naa hee dhe ii dhigeyso,
We may be distantly 'related'
lakiinse hear this-we share no similarities in character
We'd crossover somewhere between opposite locations
like Khartoum and Bougainville
You would be sitting backwards on a ailing donkey
Albeit wishing my face would burn
Xaasidnimo foqol xaasidnimo

You're like those who would steal from the slums of coite d'avoire
Only to let it rot in their fridge
From the same ilk that would lure husbands from pregnant breaching sisters
Stab mothers with blunt knives only to steal loose tealeaves
Those who are suspicious when recieving Eid gifts from neighbours
You're cut from the same cloth as those who think before giving zakkah


Gacan baan ku taagay
Waxaad tahay baa,
ilahay baa og

Sedex (three)- 'almost'

She is a product of,
A promiscuous Bahamian Father
and a resentful English Mother
One of the most loyal and loving I er' known
She says she has no faith
Now-
She says she has no God

When we were 15
after we kissed Ayeeyo's (grandmother's) forehead/hand
We would break Ramadan fast
ione would fiddle with her hijab
Her hands always alluded to familarity
Feasts, warm sisterly embraces and pure Islamic trappings
When we ate the way her mouth curled to bite
Like she was almost ready to recite the ashada
Almost there ,

She fasted most of the month
We parted ways
Because she went to drama school
Alchohol, fornication and confused baseless trappings

Tell me how could I not
want Islam for her?

Labo (two) -'Larynx'

He spoke from his larynx and not his hands
He spoke from his larynx and not his heart
He spoke from his larynx and not his mind
He didn't speak from his larynx when he put a bullet through his head

Kow (one)- 'Idil'

Chelsea and Westminster
She nurses children
Infant's shrill screams beat a normally absent Father's forced coo-ing
Trying to calm a child he barely remembers
Violating with awkward hands that pretend to care
Keeping up semi-detached high end suburban appearances
Aunts, Uncles and Grandparents pour expensive juice from cartons
Fake pleasantries exchanged, annual salaries discussed

Her feminine hands carry pure love,
100% concerntrate
needles, syringes, hugs and oodles of comfort
it shoots through veins and numbs their system
Child drifts off whispering 'Please stay'
Mother thanks her in a tired trance
Idil wants to take nothing more from the impoverished woman's life
She wishes the Father wasn't a bastard
She carries her clipboard and moves into the next room

So Shire told me...

It's poetry month.
This entails not only appreciation of this art and finger clicking but...
a freshly prepared poem served daily.

I'm 5 days behind-I'll start from here and do all 5.


I think.

Right

I'm here. This place is familar but for reasons me and another shall not hum about again.
I will blog about my (I know it needs to be done)clothing line. Insha'Allah it will happen soon. Interviews of interesting people I've tracked (stalked) down. Life, my morning honey and buttered toast- haahey the lot.